Is the end of the baseball bat harmful as a ?

I have problems with smaller sized s because they do not give me ual pleasure and they do not have the proper girth and depth to properly stimulate my needs. When i masturbate, i need extreme pressure pushing up against my cervix. I'm also worried because after this I may want something bigger because i may get a little looser. Is this whorish for me? I feel like a skank using it but i don't know....