Help can't decide on a career path?

It sounds like you are doing what you want to do already, reading, writing and painting. We need introspective thinkers like you to write books for us to read...you are putting too many choices before you..you can contribute to society just by being you...I understand, there are days I can't function in life either, I have read so many books and thought so much, and I try to turn my knowledge into wisdom that helps in the world...it sounds like you are overflowing with knowledge and curiosity for more, and taking the time by yourself to turn it into wisdom is so important...I don't know if you believe in God or a Higher Power, or just your inner being...can be your guide...and Life/God/whatever you call it will take care of the rest. I spend some days so much in higher realms that I can't function..I commune on all kinds of levels...and I can't put it into words either...but God always takes care of my needs, and the money always comes when I need it...I am sliding through life on a prayer...and that is good enough for me...by raising your own consiousness level you are helping the world more than anything else you could do...it only takes 6% of us to do that and we can save the world and change the m consiousness stream to a higher frequency. You just can't tie up life and your future in a little box with a ribbon and say..there it's done...just go with the flow, follow your heart, wherever it leads.